Momentary Playthings of Recognition
Some Playthings
by John Hollander, from A Draft of Light
A trembling brown bird
standing in the high grass turns
out to be a blown
oakleaf after all.
Was the leaf playing bird, or
was it “just” the wind
playing with the leaf?
Was my very noticing
itself at play with
an irregular
frail patch of brown in the cold
April afternoon?
These questions that hang
motionless in the now-stilled
air: what of their
frailty, in the light
of even the most fragile
of problematic
substances like all
these momentary playthings
of recognition?
Questions that are asked
of questions: no less weighty
and lingeringly
dark than the riddles
posed by any apparent
bird or leaf or breath
of wind, instruments
probing what we feel we know
for some kind of truth.